I don’t think I’ve ever met someone as horrid of a person than you. I just want you to know that when you started crying at Starbucks and begged for my forgiveness, that I retract that exoneration. You are by far the worst person I have ever come in contact with in all my years of existence. I thought you could sink no lower than your conniving, manipulative, substance abusing and sex addicted ways until I found out (more than a year later) that not only did you have sleep with our coworker while we were together, but that you had sex with my [then] best friend as well. I cannot say I can’t believe that you did it, because with someone as disgusting as you- it’s honestly expected. -Granted, you caught me off guard, but, mind you, I had my suspicions.
I want you to get it through your head that no matter whose lives you ruin. No matter whose hearts you break. No matter what friendships you sought to destroy. No matter the sad and pathetic life that you will inevitably live, that I will be so much better than you in every single fathomable way. You are the scum of humanity, you are the worst person I have ever interacted with. Just the thought of your existence makes me quiver in sickness solely because I know that someone as terrible as you is out there converting oxygen into carbon dioxide.
At the same time, I must give credit where credit is due. The odium I feel towards you now has once again been rekindled. The person you forced me to become is much stronger, mature and focused than I ever was. Because of your socially repulsive behavior, it has motivated me to better my life even more, and strive to goals that I never had when you were part of my life. The happiness that I feel now is actually because of you. You broke me down so much, you broke my heart over and over and over again to the point where, just like any muscle or cell, I’ve grown stronger. I am more determined than ever to live a more prosperous, happy and wholesome life than you. And I’m doing a damn good job so far. I can’t wait for the day that our paths cross again and to see that you haven’t changed from not only your atrocious appearance (that for some reason I was attracted to) but that your personality is exactly the same.
With that being said…
The world would truly be a better place without you, and I wish nothing but the worst upon you and your life.
August 4th 2013
This will be my last post on this account.
PS. I’m glad you got fat